My journey dealing with secondary infertility in this crazy fertile world.

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

What is wrong with me? I can't stop crying. Seriously. My husband and I went to the mall tonight, which is something I rarely do. I think I cried 3 times. The main cry (and an example of how stupid I am being) was when I ordered a hot fudge sundae at dairy queen. after my order was finished, the girl told me they were out of hot fudge and was chocolate okay. I asked if it was hot and she said tears came and I didn't want the sundae anymore. No husband ate it.

Part of my problem is that I have something going on with my eye. I don't know if it is an infection or what but it is bothering my 24/7. I went to my PCP today and they weren't sure what was wrong. I am going to attempt to go to an eye doctor tomorrow. The PCP suggested maybe stress and fatigue were bothering my eye, but I KNOW it is something more.

30 weeks tomorrow. Woo Hoo! Feels good to enter the 30's. Wish I felt that way on my birthday last year, lol!

On an end note...congrats to Farah and her beautiful new baby boy!


gracechild said...

I guess that's what they call pregnancy hormones. I know when I'm on some BCPs or stimming sometimes I get teary for the oddest things like episodes of cosby show, mc hammer video (gasp). Hope there's no serious issue with the eye though

Jen said...

Congratulations on 30 weeks! Sorry about your eye--hope you find answers soon!

Anonymous said...

I'm so sorry about the crying. If it makes you feel any better, I'd probably cry if I wanted a hot fudge sundae and could only get one with chocolate sauce instead. (and now I might have to have one tonight, now.)

I hope it's something simple with your eye. Maybe just a little drop or two to fix it. Good luck!